Sometimes things become too much to handle. So many things that I think are right are wrong, and what was once wrong becomes something else entirely. It's those days when you look in the mirror and realize that you've become somebody else. Sometimes we lose faith in the only things worth putting our faith in, and that stumble, if only for a moment, can become so much more. It's those days when you want to stay in bed all day, not ready to face the rigors of that crazy world. So much that we don't understand, and even less that we can rise above. Friends become enemies, and sometimes even more. People get hurt, and we are powerless. Powerless to help them, powerless to fix things, powerless to go back in time...
What is life? George Harrison asked it - "what is life without your love...?" Take it a step further. What is life anyway? I'm at that existential quandry. Am I doomed to a lifetime of school teaching like Mr. Ford?
One of those days when you know you're worthless. Those are tough to swallow.
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